Camel Toe. PCOS. Binge Eating. No Bueno.

My stomach has been upset since I’ve arrived at my new home. I haven’t been sleeping well and I think it is because I don’t have a routine or an established daily “norm.” That is all fine and dandy but I’ve come to realize that any disruption in my life tends to make me gain weight – I eat my emotions. All of them.

Man, oh man! I let my weight creep up on me in a very short amount of time. From about a month before the wedding until now I have been eating EVERYTHING. Now it is starting to catch up to me. My pants are tight and not just in a “I’m a little bloated” kind of way but in a “I ate us out of house and home kinda way..also do you know how to sew on buttons because mine flew off and nearly took Buddy’s eye out?” kinda way. So, I’m just going to say it….

I have a problem. A serious problem. I binge eat when I’m sad, nervous, scared, excited, happy, lonely, content, and so on and so forth. So, I binge eat ALL the time. This is why I can’t have nice things.

Okay, now that I just yelled that from the roof tops, I can slap myself back into shape. Since I’m on the job hunt, my free time will be spend exercising. In fact, I got started yesterday! I worked out to my Samsung Fitness On Demand app on my TV. (Oh Gawd, I love that TV.) Did the body blast, side-bend challenge, and *drumroll* the squat challenge. So hopefully, in a few weeks my pants will fit without trying to escape up into my Uterus for some extra space. Camel Toe. No Bueno. Seriously! It is the worst thing ever. I even documented my food on MyFitnessPal for the first time in ages. Although, if you look at what I ate, it isn’t anything to be proud of. Oh well, At least I did it.

Whew, that feels good to put out there. The pants not fitting isn’t the only problem I’m having with the binge eating. My PCOS has been bubbling , festering, and waiting for me to notice. Yeah. Today I’m noticing because of the nausea, the pain, cramping, tenderness in my lower abdomen, and the uncontrollable sobbing for the last 2 days. My face is even starting to erupt in an even worse than usual break out.

So, back on track. My pants will be fitting better in no time and my Ovary can calm down. It is always the right one too. Weird, huh?

Have you guys made any realizations this weekend? Feel free to distract me from mine but sharing. :)

Happy Sunday, Friends.

13 Comments on “Camel Toe. PCOS. Binge Eating. No Bueno.

  1. There is nothing wrong with overeating as long as it’s raw fruits and vegetables. You know they are the solution and starches are the curse. ‘Tis the season to fill up on veggies… and sleep without TV. Love ya.

    • It isn’t veggies or fruits but I have been on track today. So that is one day down. :)
      Love ya too!

  2. I’m a stress eater too :( I do pretty good during the week, but come the weekend I find myself living off of junk. About a month ago, I weighed myself Friday morning and when I weighed Monday morning I was five pounds heavier! Omg! I about died! Then stress hit and I was hungry lol viscious cycle! I hate the huge fluctuations in weight! I really feel for you!

    • I am the queen of a 40 lb weight fluctuation. It is brutal! I’m glad I’m not the only one struggling with the swings of stress hunger.

      Thanks for the support!

  3. STEP. AWAY. FROM. THE. FOOD!! I had to laugh before I am SO like that – but take it from someone who’s been stuffing her emotions for DECADES, it’s not a good way to go, IF or not. It’s horrible and sooooo easy to give into – especially since even if you’re trying to escape by watching tv or reading a magazine, there’s just more food!! Nom nom nom!! ARGH!

  4. Not weird! My right one hurts sometimes and sometimes it’s my left! I, too, have been binge eating. But it’s been going on for a month! I decided to get back on the ball today and so far so good. Though I am already craving fries -_-

    • Mmmmm Fries….wait…ahh dangit.
      I think I kicked the binge eating by measuring everything that went into my mouth after logging everything I ate on a binge day. Talk about eye opening. 2,750 calories in ONE day. That just isn’t right. Yikes.
      Back on track and I refuse to wear stretchy pants until I get things under control. haha

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